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Amritsar

Shehnaaz's pov

Hii.... I'm shehnaaz....20 years Old.. simple...smart... sweet girl..... Pursing my b.Com graduation......and i welcome you all to my story

The story about a girl who learn to live alone, who is Stronger than storm who is a fighter who fight for other's happiness till her last breath..... that's me shehnaaz and his........ bunny

Author's pov

It's a night time.... around 11:00 pm strike on clock..... darkness spread everywhere....but that moon bravely shines in those dark clouds....... it's brightness is giving Peace to the girl who is sitting in her balcony on her cute round shape wooden chair......her hairs are open which is dancing on the rhythm of soft breeze.....her round brown colored specs are perfectly landed on her nose.........her grey t-shirt with full sleeves having creases near her elbow side.....that t-shirt is having painting of green grass n small rabbit is eating carrot sitting near that lush of grass

Her black track pant is fitting her perfectly n just because she is sitting folding her legs properly on chair that pant become ankle length n expose her white buttery milky legs

Her wrist is resting under her chin....and other hand holding her diary and pen....she is lost in watching the game of moon which he is playing with clouds....the game of hide and seek....

That beautiful girl smile softly because her poet mind created some romantic lines on the relationship of moon n cloud......

She slowly lift her pen up n tuck that in between her two front teeth..... thinking deeply how to write it down about moon....

Because she knows she is not only one who is writing something about moon...... that's why she is taking her time to frame correct words to express her thoughts about moon.....

As far as she knows about moon is..... it's a symbol of love and harmony.....

So thinking in the same way she write down

कभी बादल ढँक लेता है, कभी चाँद दिख जाता है,
ज़िंदगी भी कुछ ऐसी ही है — थोड़ा ग़म, थोड़ा उजाला लाता है
चाँद निकला तो लगा कोई ख्वाब उतर आया,
बादलों ने छू लिया, जैसे दिल को कोई असर आया।
बादलों के बीच झाँकता वो चाँद मुस्कुराया,
लगता है किसी ने आसमान को प्यार सिखाया।

She smile at last feeling calmness in her heart after writing down those few lines on moon....her favorite among all the beautiful things of this universe

She blow flying kiss to her favorite companion of night n put her feet on floor to stand......

She twirl two times holding her dairy closer to her heart in moonlight feeling happy after so many years

The reason she is going to leave this place..... which gives her bad memories only.....which ruin her whole childhood....which turned her childhood days into some traumatic experience

Flashback........

20 years back

Amirtsar

Majitha verka by pass road

Banquet hall

There is chaos everywhere......the girl is sitting wearing her bridal attire in the center of mandap....... folding her knees closer to her chest......her facial expressions are like someone killed her soul n left her body to suffer alone in this cruel world

Her eyes are shedding tears non stop......but her senses are completely blocked that she is not able to even move her hand and wipe her own tears....

She is sitting like she got freezed....

Her eyes are showing her beautiful days of her life like a movie scene running Infront of her eyes... which she spent with her only love.....sarabjit pal......

She is leena lootra........ shehnaaz's mother

One lady is shouting loudly like a witch

" Uss kamine ki himmat kaise hui meri beti ki shadi m aake itna bada tamasha khada krne ki "

" M chodungi nahi usse " " uss darinde n sab barbad kr diya"

Other ladies are consoling her

Lady :- shant ho jaiye sehran ......jo hona tha wo ho gaya.....issi m waheguru ji di marji man kar aage badiye

Lady 1 :- haa haa sehran putar....bhool ja sab kuch....abhi bhi kuch nahi bigda....teri beti da vyaah aj tut gaya....dulha mandap m khari khoti suna k chala gaya tuje iska Matlab ye nahi k tu sina pit pit k rone lag jayegi....uth aur khudko are teri beti ko sambhal

Lady :- ji parjai ji......bhool jayen sara kuch

N sehran the lady who rarely shed tears cried loudly falling on her knees n holding her forehead

Sehran :- kaise bhool jaun sab kuch....kaise......meri Zindagi asan toh nahi thi aap sab jante hai......leena kiski beti hai ye sabko pata hai lekin uska baap khud usko apni aulad nahi manta....issi wajah se me aur meri beti aj tak dhar dhar ki thokren khate fir rahe hai...... Aj tak duniya ko jawab deti aayi hu m k kiski beti hai leena.......uss sikka family ne hi barbad kiya hum dono ko.....chand khushiyan kya aayi meri khudki beti uss bich naagin ban k aa gayi....khudki aur meri hum dono ki khushiyon m zeher ghol diya iss nakara ne

She stand up in rage and walk towards her daughter who is listening everything but unable to react anything

Sehran hold her from elbow and made her stand on her feet

She greet her teeths and look towards her daughter's belly in full rage and hate filled eyes

Sehran :- kaha tha na khatam krde iss paap ko.....lekin nahi teri zid ne dek aj kya kr diya......jo izzat aj tak muze iss samj m nahi mili wo tuze milne ja rahi thi.....shadi....pati parivar ka nam pyar izzat sab kuch tera hote hote reh gaya....itne bade khandan m rishta kiya tha tera lekin tere uss do kaudi k ashiq ne sara kuch barbad kiya....

Leena come to her senses n started to look here and there

She recall her life's story where she meet her love of life sarabjit pal

The owner of canteen.....the same canteen which is in Leena's college campus......

Leena lootra a girl who walk talk eat sleep move according to her mom

Sehran lootra  mid aged woman who struggle alot throughout her life

Sehran run away from her house when she was 14 years old

She wanted to become actress but sadly land up in brothels of town.......

She got stuck in that environment n used by many

She unwantedly accept that environment n start to live there because the place was dirty but it giving a good two time meal to her

One day she run away from there also when she find out her owner lady is selling her to some arab country where they treat the girls like they are garbage....

She knows that she's gonna used by many again but this time brutally..... so she run away at one night from the place where she is filling her stomach

She sleep on footpaths for many days and finally come to know about ngo who helps the woman in need

There they train woman's and help them to stand on Their own feet....

She face lots of trouble to survive their because of her rude nature faul language which she adapted after staying many years in brothels

She somehow find out that one famous family of Amritsar is in need for full time maid in their house

She acted and behave sweetly at the time of her interview in Sikka's family because she wanted to get rid of that ngo

She got selected as full time maid in Sikka's house

N here she slowly slowly entered completely in their family

She wasn't a thief like those typical maids but she is more flithy than that

Her nature which she adapted in brothels not leaving her easily

She watch how rich this family is....how much money they earn in single day....how they keep their wives happy and satisfied by giving them luxurious lifestyle.......her heart and mind started to fill with ill thoughts and she decided to become one of the Sikka's daughter in law

She tried to trap the men's of the family

All rich people behave same if the topic is about women

Sikka's men treated her as their personal slut.......she being fool think that anyone of them will fall in love with her........but instead they all treated her like filth

She got pregnant with their baby she knows who's baby was she demand the younger son of Sikka's to marry her and accept her baby

But they all mis treated her and while insulting her by giving her ill names they throw out from their house claiming that she was a whore who sleep with all the men in family and they all denied at once that they didn't have any baby with her

She feel tight slap on her cheek that day.......

She feel like they humiliated her to no end

Indeed she acted like whore but once she come to know that she is pregnant she desired for good and respectful life for her daughter that's why she confronted Sikka's but the way they treated her in front of whole family...that shattered her heart.......she take oath that day..... she'll destroy Sikka's and their reputation

She left that area and started to live far from their house

She earned pretty much after selling her body to Sikka's so she bought small house and raise her daughter with those money

Once her daughter Leena started to go to school she also find suitable job of nurse in hospital

Leena's whole childhood spent learning only one thing from her mother.....that is taking revenge from Sikka's

Sehran get so blind in the game of revenge that she forgot....she is spoiling her daughter's childhood and her mindset

Leena learn many things from her mother....... specially how to seduce men's.......sehran wanted her to marry off in some reputed family who having big reputation even than Sikka's in town

So she deliberately pushes her daughter to wear short dresses and go to high class parties with her friends which she made in her high class college of town after her mother insist her to made rich kids as her friends

So from here she learn that friendship can't be made on pure relation or feelings it depends how rich other person is......

She didn't Like to chill with this rich kid but forcing herself because her mother wanted her to do......she saw how her mother suffered all her life.....how much she did hardwork to raise her so she holding sympathy for her mother in her heart..... follows her mother's every every command

But in this fake world of Richie rich people she found her heartbeat skip all the time when she look at that one person in canteen

Sarabjit pal...........a widower and father of one girl

Leena was pretty young when she meet sarabjit.......he was handsome n young man....no one can guess after looking him that he has baby girl of 7 years old......

Leena find herself get attracted to that man.......n tired to talk to him......but he was in pain of loosing his wife so always ignore Leena's flirting......but she was trained to seduce men's so sarabjit also started to fall for her......

They started to spend their most of the time togetherlly

Here staying with sarabjit leena really finds Peace....the one she is trying to find since her childhood

Sarabjit was sorted matured religious man who taught many good things to leena and finding his heart pure like diamond she fall more for that person

Sarabjit being too old for leena and a widower and a father of girl couldn't stop himself to falling for this beautiful girl called leena

He got married to his late wife in weird circumstances

It was a arrange marriage that girl was mute and her parents was closer to sarabjit's parents they married off him to that girl without even asking about his will

Being boy of villager he got agreed and somehow trying to make his marriage work

But after giving him baby girl his wife died out of some disease

Sarabjit used to like talkative girls outspoken girls who talk non stop but Destiny tied his knot with girl who couldn't speak at all

But still he give his 100% to that marriage and also didn't think to marry again after his wife's death

But after meeting leena he find his lost peace back

Leena was exactly the same how he used to imagine about his life partner before getting married

He get attracted towards her beauty and talkative nature

He genuinely fall in love with her .... His first and last love

He was not aware that leena is daughter of whore who is corrupting her own daughter's mind everyday

Here leena become a good human in his company

She slowly started to understand her mother's wrong deed

She started to oppose her mother's wrong decision which didn't go well with sehran lootra

Leena was so In love with sarabjit that she stopped following her mother's command blindly

They confess their love and sarabjit told leena at first that he have daughter and can't live without her as she is his responsibility

Leena got agreed to take care of his daughter ask him to get marry with her

Sarabjit ask her to wait until she completes her education

And she got agreed for that

Meanwhile they come closer to each other and leena loose her virginity to sarabjit when they meet after college in his house when no one was there

In that heated moment they lost their Senses and he impregnate her

When leena comes to know this she was super happy thinking now sarabjit will marry her off instantly without delaying

She told him and he was also on cloud nine listening this she loves her alot and agreed to get marry with her

Leena ask him to meet her mother and request her for their marriage but sehran was a cruel lady who judge everyone on basis of their income and status in society

She insulted sarabjit alot

That well dignified man ask apology from sehran and left the place promising he'll not show his face again

Leena meet him after that scenario and cried asking him to think about their baby

Sarabjit keeping stone on his heart ask her to kill her baby and never meet him again

Leena blackmail him telling she'll kill herself if he didn't accept her

Sarabjit was in love with leena couldn't resist her demand ask her to leave this city With him......he plan to marry leena in court and fixed date also

But the moment sehran come to know that her daughter is about to run away from house she emotionally blackmail her

Remind her how she spent her whole life in agony just because they're not from high class background

Leena think to help her mother to take revenge from Sikka's

But she didn't know for that her mother plan her marriage with Sikka's rivals in Amritsar

Sehran wanted to marry leena to Sikka's rival and then plan to destroy them completely using her daughter she told her mother that she is pregnant but she very casually ask her to abort it but leena wanted that child coz its her symbol of true love with sarabjit

Leena tried to contact sarabjit but he was hurt because leena didn't come in court that day.....

Leena tried to explain him the situation but sarabjit didn't contacted her

Leena thought to use this marriage to take revenge only and then she can give divorce to her husband and then marry to sarabjit

But as she is thinking it's not that easy at all

When sarabjit finds that she is marrying to someone else who is more rich he reach to that venue and told everyone about them making that groom's family broke this alliance with lootra's

Leena lowered down her gaze in shame when in anger sarabjit told everyone that she is pregnant before marriage and still carrying his child sarabjit thought she's cheating on him that's why she didn't come in court that day Coz she listened her mother's wish but ignore his love

So in agony he humiliated leena by saying she is copy of her mother...cheap like her mother and ask her to abort her child coz he's not gonna accept her at all n he left the city with his daughter for forever and settled down in delhi

N here Leena cried on her fate that day thinking she give her everything to wrong man who didn't think twice before insulting her but she is fool didn't understand her own mistake and her mother's selfish deeds

Sehran :- mera pura plan barbad ho gaya leena

And leena without saying anything started to walk off from the place......

She hated sarabjit but couldn't able to abort her child she wanted her baby for herself who'll remind her that she was also get Loved by someone

But sarabjit's those words force her to be really bad version of herself....even sehran is looking angel Infront of this leena

She decided to become rich and take revenge from Sikka's family who is reason of her mother's humiliation

She in this rage forgot that she give birth to beautiful child who unknowingly living the same life which leena spend in her childhood

N leena is really becoming like her mother sehran

Shehnaaz raised by her nani sehran because leena was busy in trapping Sikka's she got job in there company n steal their smallest to largest secrets being their secretary for years

But here sehran torture shehnaaz to no end....she started to use her like her own stress buster...her very own personal maid....... she treats her like punching bag... whenever get stressed she slap or bit that innocent soul.....leena may be just for formality used to ask her mother watching her little shehnaaz's bruises but sehran always blame shehnaaz with some lame excuses and leena used to believe her mother over her daughter

Sehran hates shehnaaz to no end because she reminds her Leena's broken marriage day

Sometimes leena used to stay at her workplace that day shehnaaz used to locked herself for whole day thinking if she go out and her nani will kill her

She used to stay without food and water for days... because she is so scared of her nani

Then.... After leena comes back she just for formality check on her and gives her food to survive

In those whole years leena finds out that her mother hates shehnaaz and reason is obvious but she never raised her hand on shehnaaz till date cause she reminds her about sarabjit.... shehnaaz is exact copy of her father .....exact copy

Because of this childhood trauma's shehnaaz in very young age diagnose with asthama.....not a sever one but...yes....she looses her control over breathing when she get too emotional....when she didn't get proper ventilation
N also uses inhaler some times...to keep her breathing normal

Nowadays it's become very handy for her because her grandmother don't want her to go with her mother she think shehnaaz is bad omen for them who'll ruin everything wherever she goes

And that made shehnaaz gulp her torture unnecessarily which forces her to cry whole night and obviously Forces her to use inhaler to normalize her breathing

But finally her painful days get over because her mother find or trap whatever it is....but she is married to Mr garg in court marriage ceremony......and now they're going to stay with him

The garg are also rivals of Sikka's n leena knows everything about Sikka's that forced mr garg to marry the witch who knows how to destroy Sikka's

Flashback ends

Shehnaaz sleep on her bed clutching her blanket closer to her heart

Her forehead is filled with sweat buds.....

Her scary dream again knock loudly in her sleepy state

That same dream which she is watching since her childhood......

That same darkness all around her....that small Young girl holding her doll in her hand sitting in corner of room clutching her knees closer to her chest......she is sobbing out of fear.......her Nani's voice is roaming in that dark room

She is uttering non stop only one thing......papaji please bacha lo....papaji aap kaha ho..... please aa jao na

That little girl is calling her father.... seeking for his warmth

N suddenly she saw one man standing on doorway....he is looking at her....but not taking steps to save her.....that man is holding hand of another small girl....n they both look at each other and then left from there

That small girl is crying loudly n when she run behind that man her nani come and stand between them n throw hot oil on her arm

N she shout loudly n sit straight breaking her own scary dream

Shehnaaz is taking long breathes but its not working she hurriedly wakes up n run towards her dresser to grab her inhaler

She take few pumps n then sit on floor itself to calm down her heart......

She wipes her forehead n touch her left arm

She slowly stand up n turn towards mirror

She look at herself n shed few tears.....

She slowly hold hem of her t-shirt n pull it off from her head

She saw few bruises on her stomach n chest area

She touch them slowly n then jer eyes fall on her arm which have mark of burnt skin

She get scared watching her own mark.....

N hurriedly wear her cute bunny tshirt.....

She lick her dry lips n go back to bed....... slowly rest her head on pillow and again look towards moon shedding silent tears

Shehnaaz's pov

I wish m apko mil sakti papa.....i want to meet you for once.... whoever is my sister....she is so lucky that she got you....but here I'm stuck with mamma..... I think she forgot you.... that's why she get married to someone else at this age..... could u believe this...no na...i know it's tough to believe on this .....but this is fact.....nani just forced her to be like this.......i hate her to the no end....i want to stay with you papa.....i just hope that one day I'll meet you

She whispering her wishes to moon slowly close her eyes n again go back in her slumber

In morning

She heard noises coming from downstairs...... noises like.... someone is keeping bags in car trunk

She smile widely when she remind that she is going to leave this hell for forever n going to stay with her new family

She hurriedly get ready n go downstairs holding her two bags.... today she is wearing baby pink hoodie that having two white bunnies hugging each other.....and blue jeans... hairs tied in ponytail and that's it nothing else....but she is looking fresh like flower coz her face is radiating her inner....her heart's happiness

She smile looking at her mother who just nod n utter in very emotion less..plain voice

Leena :- come to the car.... I'm waiting

Shehnaaz smile brightly this time n nod

She is about to follow her mother but sehran come with grumpy face

Sehran :- leena ruk ja

Leena stopped in her track

Sehran :- iss panauti ko mat leja meri bat maan......ye zarur waha kuch gand failadegi.....tera plan barbad kr degi hamari itni saloon ki mehnat kahi iske karan kharabnna ho jaye.....mr garg bade dil wale lagte hai jo teri beti k bare m jan ne k bad bhi usko accept krne k liye ready ho haye lekin m janti hu ye pyar jada din nahi rehega q koi kisi aur ki aulad ko palega......kuch dino m wo tujse bhi kahi nafrat na krme lag jayen......iski wajah se

Shehnaaz look at her mother with hopeful eyes

Sje notice her mother is really thinking about this

N she get scared really get scared

Thinking leena will listen her mother's stupid words

Shehnaaz :- nani stop it..... I'm going with mumma I don't want to live here.... I can't be your personal maid for my whole life

N before shehnaaz could react one tight slap land on her soft cheek

N her head get banged to the corner of staircase

She hold her forehead when she feel her head is slightly spinning

That when sehran clutch her hairs in her fist and clutch her chin tightly with other hand

Sehran:- zuban ladayegi ab...dek leena uss kamine sarabjit ka khoon kitna ganda hai....dekhle iske rang dang......ye yehi bata rahi h k waha kaise bartav karegi.....tere naye parivar k logo se agar aise hi baten ki isne toh teri kya izzat reh jayegi waha....isko yehi chod mere hawale....m thik krti hu isko.....

N shehnaaz instantly put her hand in her sling bag ready to take out her inhaler she knows she is on verge of loosing her breathing control but before that happen leena come in between them

She remove sehran's hand from shehnaaz n look directly in her mother's eyes

Leena :- aj tak jo kaha wo sab kiya hai maa ...lekin sarabjit ka nam lene ka haq aj bhi nahi hai apko....... shehnaaz mere sath jayegi that's final....mr garg and his family don't any issues with her they are ready to accept her

Sehran get shocked watching her daughter's new version for the first time in many years

Uttering this leena adjust her saree pallu n started to walk towards car clicking her footwear on floor

Shehnaaz lower down her gaze getting scared of her grand mother

She also run behind her mother holding her bags

She is at such a relief after finding her mother take stand for her that she forgot her pain which she get from her grandmother

Shehnaaz smile n take long breath of relief when car started move forward leaving that Scary house, memories, and sehran behind her

Leena look at shehnaaz from rare view mirror n utter with straight face

Leena :- make yourself presentable......

N shehnaaz nod instantly

She take out her make-up pouch from her bag and started to use concealer on the fingers mark dropped by her grandmother

While doing this she is smiling just because she is going to have new better life where she'll get love only from her new family....or this is just her misconception again

Watching her smiling through pain the driver itself lower down his gaze coz that old man saw how they treated this angel in that house

They reached airport and in some hours reach delhi

Once they land on Delhi airport leena found mr garg's assistant standing outside holding her name's board

He greeted leena and then take them towards lavish cars

Leena settled down in one of lavish car n ask shehnaaz to sit in other coz she is going for garg office and in evening she'll be back with mr garg

Shehnaaz get scared thinking about this because she is new in city and the family and people which going to be her new family is unknown to her

Leena didn't think about this n just order her to go home alone

Shehnaaz hesitatingly sit in car .... anxiety shoot her thinking about this n she instantly use her inhaler

In some time she reach Garg mansion and look at the lavish house through window

Her eyes get bright after noticing huge garden Infront of mansion.......she slowly step down from car and take slow steps towards main door

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