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Sid's pov
U hurt me alot shehnaaz.....i know i have not done a single thing right with you..... that's why u think suicide is better option rather than living with me.....but I'll try to save my relationship for the last time.....this is the same place where i give you so much pain right.....yehi tum apne maazi k sabhi gamho ko bhulogi...vaada h mera
Shehnaaz's pov
Apko har gam k se bachane k liye m har nayi aziyat ko gale lagane k liye taiyar hu sidharth...bas aisa kuch mat kr dena ki ye dil aj hi dhadkana band krde
Alone tear escaped from her eyes n she hurriedly wipe that without breaking the eye contact with him....
Both are looking deeply in each other's eyes...he is trying to find what she is hiding from him....n she is finding her solace in his ocean like deep eyes
There eye contact get break with a loud sound of shehnai....n fire crackers
Both look at their front
Shehnaaz wearing confused expressions n sidharth with knowing expressions
He slightly nod looking asad near the main door
As he ask him to do...he did exactly
Flashback
When shehnaaz cried Infront of him to not take her to that place he already informed asad about his plan
After spending a steamy night with her he supposed to lay down beside his love.... hugging her close to his heart...but that thought of her leaving him wanted to kill herself is rome in his mind on a loop n that's where he looses his mind completely
That strong urge to take help from his drugs is so strong at that time but he promised to her when she saw him with meher on his walima night on that bed.....he promised that he'll never touch that drugs until his last breathes.....n he is strictly following that promise.....
He till today's date didn't touch that drugs...many moments come in between where he feel strong urge to have them n just looses his mind in that intoxication but he control himself.... only for her.... only for his wife.....his shehnaaz
He move towards the open balcony attached to living room n started to walk from here n there
Asfiyan's wordings are roaming in his mind
The truth he unfolded Infront of him is heart breaking moment for him.....
His mind is recalling him again n again about those nightmares he was experiencing since long Time.....he watch exact scenario in his nightmares where she is trying to jump from high hills trying to kill herself
His heartbeats started to become abnormal.....n he knows what he want in this moment.....n he have that exact thing
Shehnaaz.......
He with holding on his dizziness walk towards bedroom taking support from wall
N saw his jaan is laying taking legs in her stomach looking like a innocent doll
Her upper body was still naked he just cover her lower part with quilt before leaving her in bedroom
He lick his lips to remove that dryness n started to sob like kid
He don't know what exactly troubling him.....he was unaware of his own madness for her......that thought of living without her is giving him pain....the fact that she don't want him anymore.....the feeling of betrayal that she is hiding something from him whatever it is but it's a part of lie.....he don't know what's bothering him more
His breathing gets fasten.....n taking long steps Walk towards bed....he throw her quilt away.....she was almost get fainted coz of his passionate love making session......she unaware about her husband's sufferings was completely lost in her slumber....he touch her naked glory holding madness in his act....he was touching her smooth skin with his big palm started roaming from her thighs to her chest....he touch her holding possessiveness in his act.....n his mouth automatically started chanting only one sentence....."she is mine n alive....my jaan....my everything"
His rough touch made her buttery white skin slightly red in color.....he bend down digging his face in crook of her neck n like some insane person he started to smell under her ears part....that some unknown smell which only his nostrils find their... calms down his throbbing mind.....n heart.....
That calmness help him to think wisely..... about the situation....
He decided with asfiyan that they'll pretend that they hate each other until this divorce scene get vanished form his little idiot innocent wife's mind...but he need to find out that why she wanted him to go away from her.....n his overthinking has started
He hug her tightly... closer to his dear heart.....n he started to think about the reasons that she still didn't have faith on their relationship till this date....why she always choose to leave him behind rather than choose to fight for their relationship.....
N here his heart scream loudly that she was already a defeated by her destiny n he gives her more pain by adding sufferings at initial days of their marriage.....n when things started to get better when he finally accepted his feelings then destiny again throw new challenge on their way... meher's chapter has started....
Here he realized that they have huge communication gap.......the moment she left from that hostel that day.....he follow her everywhere....she becomes his need...his need to breathe normally.....he knows his obsession for her have surpassed to next level but he didn't know that he'll actually loose his mind with a mere thought of her leaving him.....he thought she is just angry coz of meher so he tried to apologized for that mistake only but what about the other sufferings she has faced alone
When he confessed his feelings for her in graveyard she believes him....she forgive him n accept his love but he never for once tried to ask apology for his previous deeds.....here he realized where he has failed as a lover....as a husband
He just thought about his sufferings n his need only
He share with her his side of story....his painful past....n suddenly demand to have her.....he never tried to heal her past trauma....he was just living his happy moment where his heart understand that he have someone now in his life... with whom he can share his everything...his sorrow's his happiness everything...... why not he was the person who himself suffered alot in past so it's normal for a person who spent big part of his life without anyone beside him.....if anyone could be Their on his shoes then he'll also forgot about anything n everything Infront of his heart's peace....but it's also not a right thing to forgot the person's who is giving all this sukoon to your heart...he just forgot to mend up his past mistakes n started to enjoy happy future with her completely forgotten about her miseries
Here he has actually mistaken n he learnt that
He kiss her earlobe then nape then jawline
N utter softly on her skin
Sid :- hamare rishte m jo bhi kami thi m wo sab pura karunga shehnaaz.....tum itni shiddat se mohabat karogi ki tumhe kabhi jarurat hi nahi mehsus hogi k tum kuch bhi chipao muzse....m wo assurity dunga as a husband to my only wife n that's u shehnaaz....meri jaan
He release long sigh while uttering last words
He wake up n first thing he do is to press that cigrate stick in between his lips n he grab his phone after wiping his teary face with her bra... that's the first thing his hand found on bed to wipe his tears
He while dialing Asad's number smell her cup of bra insanely..... only he knows what kind off fragrance he get from her skin or by her used clothes but it's actually helps him to calm down his mind.....it actually do magic
Asad received his phn still at this odd hours of night
Sid :- ek kam karega
Asad :- ji bhaijaan
N here he explain what he wanted to do for her
He explain him to go at fariha mehel in morning n gather everyone there ask them to welcome shehnaaz there n many more things
He decided to give her happiness on the same place where he force her to face miseries all alone
Flashback end
Shehnaaz look towards him n he knows she is looking at him but he stick his eyes on his front
He without saying anything step down from car n shehnaaz did the same still in confusion watching this all dhol wala's n shehnai wala's....those loud noise of fire crackers forced her to look up at sky..... it's day time still those sparklers she saw n small smile appear on her lips
Suddenly her attention get caught by rose petals which was thrown on her by servents of fariha mehel
She get completely shocked thinking what's happening with her
Her eyes fall on the people who slowly gather near main door of mehel
She saw few angry faces....few emotionless.....few in agony.....few are smiling brightly
Ammajaan n sultana along with fajita was the people who are smiling looking at her
Mr khan ruqaiya mozik sara n murtaza was the one who are angry
Rihaan sanam Rehman n zainab are standing there with no expressions on their faces..... it's like they unfolding another drama at fariha mehel so they are showing no interest in that
But meher......for the first time this girl feel something burning in her heart watching sidharth n shehnaaz standing togetherly on doorstep....that left her in little agony
Shehnaaz again look towards sidharth demanding answers for her questions which she asked him through eyes
He just blink his eyes n then entangled his fingers with her n here his heart is at peace which get display on his face instantly
Meher noticed that n all her flashbacks started to come like a movie scene
When sidharth didn't show up three days after their walima.....she get stressed thinking about him....she wanted to told him her side of story.....she wanted to told him how her father blackmailed her n how she'll leave him after giving birth to her child.....she don't have anyone beside him for her at this stage of her life....she is thinking her boyfriend is get killed in car accident she wanted their symbol of love to come in this world n she hates her father for kidnapping her boyfriend to blackmail her ....she decided she'll never saw his face n her this critical situation she wants someone's support n she wanted this from sidharth coz she only trust him with this....
She thought he is angry on her coz after him literally begging to her for denial for this alliance she still choose to be quiet coz of her reason she made him suffer coz of her selfishness but she still show her nicest side of heart by arranging fake marriage papers n maulvi sahab..... which she'll share with him after she deliver her baby.....she is scared what if sidharth didn't keep her with him after knowing this fake marriage truth then her father in anger kill her baby also....
That's the reason she decided to keep that secret until her child's birth delivery....
But when sidharth return home after keeping his gaurds behind shehnaaz for 24/7 she talk him n shared her miseries with him he wanted to kill balloch in that moment only but Many things right now demand his attention rather than balloch
Listening meher's sad story he feel sad for her....she is helpless coz of her child n he decided to help her until her child take birth then he decided to divorce her.....but always support her weather its financially or emotionally....she was his one of the best friend from college....he knows how to keep his all relations balanced.... he never leave hand of his friends once he accepted them as his friends.....he generally didn't go to fetch new friends he have only few n he keep them in his heart
Meher was satisfied after learning that he don't have problem with her staying in his house....she promised him she'll never come in between him n shehnaaz infact she respect there relationship n will never come in between them she don't expect anything from sidharth nor from her fake marriage n sidharth was grateful to her for this...
He told everything to shehnaaz also immediately about meher....her pregnancy with her boyfriend....she leaving him....mr balloch's blackmailing everything
But shehnaaz at this point having other reasons to push him away n that is her health condition
She learnt his obsession madness towards her n she was scared thinking he'll loose himself if he saw her dieing in his arms..... that's why she was trying to push him away initially but his love forced her to flow in river of his passionate love.....
She thought to share with him about her disease n take that 0.1 % chance of her surgery.....if she by chance get survive then they can have happily ever after n also he deserved to be known about her every life updates.... that's his rights as her shauhar....but destiny again play game
Meher was happy with sidharth asking her about her medicines her routine check-up n her meals....but after sometime sidharth has stopped that also which she started to feel bad about that....he was showing care as a Friend n she get used to of this....in mid time feroz ask her to meet him n he did that father type emotional drama
He made her believe that whatever he did ....he did that for her betterment... sidharth is better for him as compare to her boyfriend
He was just wanted to make her life happy that's why blackmailed her n she didn't forgive him but neither decided to hold any grudges with her own father....she is still stick to the point of not live with her father
After her walima day she waited for few days to passed then she announced her pregnancy.... saying its sidharth's child coz off course wanted save her child from the tag of illegitimate... ladies got suspicious with that but ruqaiya's influence made them shut there mouth....gents didn't find anything odd in women getting pregnant after few days of her marriage they found it's pretty normal
N this is how meher spent those 2 and half months in that house being fake wife of sidharth khan
N watching him giving attention to someone else it slightly affect her.....
Shehnaaz n sidharth on other side step inside the house togetherly n listening ruqaiya's words shehnaaz's mouth get open slightly in shock
Ruqaiya :- kh...khushamadid b.....be....bet....beta
N she stamping her heels loudly on floor left the place n mr khan following her
Ruqaiya reached in her room fuming in anger
Mr khan :- begum gussa thoda kam kiya karo.....sirf ek mahine ki bat hai.....talakh ho jayega unka.... hamesha k liye chali jayegi wo....
Ruqaiya :- Allah rehem karen hum sab p aur ye ek mahina jald khatam ho jaye....
Downstairs one by one everyone greet shehnaaz some are showing fake sweet gesture...some are actually smiling
Sanam :- welcome back bhabhi...
Zainab :- actually smile
We missed you presence here
Rehman :- whatever you n bhaijaan have decided that's upto you guys but genuinely speaking you guys really look good together
Mozik :- chal Rehman akele m bat krni h terese..... bata ta hu phupho ko call krke teko kon aj kal accha lag raha hai
That toxicity that boy throw in happy environment made sidharth angry n Rehman lower down his head...
He was very very gentle n staying at khan's place coz of the job they offered him in there company its sidharth actually who help his cousin with financial crises he faced at his paternal house.... Rehman is very humble towards everyone who stays here n his wife also....its just they know who's hukumat is work here....n like everyone they also bow down to them i.e. mr khan n ruqaiya
But he respects sidharth alot
Sid :- tu aa akele m mil muze.....m bahot samjana chahta hu teko
N mozik's face changes it's color
Sanam dadijaan audibly laugh zainab suppress her smile n Rehman look him wearing smirk
Everyone knows how sidharth will make him understand things in his own way
Mozik :- wo wo....sry.... bhaijaan m bas....
Sid :- tu jaa sakta h
N he flaring his nostrils in anger left the place....
Dadijaan :- bhul gayi na muje tu....ek do dafa bas call kr liya iska Matlab ye nahi k tera oyar dikh jaye muje....milne bhi toh aa sakti thi
That old lady was the only person in that house to support her they really really spent alot of time together in fariha mehel... shehnaaz being her daughter takes care of her n she being shehnaaz's mother always protect her....
Shehnaaz :- halat sahi nahi the amma
N uttering those words her tears spill down n that old lady also shed few tears taking shehnaaz in her embrace
Watching shehnaaz's tears sidharth get affected as usual which was very clear on his face
Shehnaaz :- bahot miss kiya apko
Dadijaan :- sidharth se dhyan hate toh hame miss karogi na....m janti hu ye tere piche hi tha jabse tu gayi thi yaha se...
She chuckle watching shehnaaz's flushed face
Dadijaan :- abhi bhi dek kaise tere liye bura lag raha hai usko....ye nahi ki dadi bhi ro rahi hai uske liye bhi kuch mehsus ho...nahi nahi biwi k assuon se farak pad raha janab ko.....q miya sach kaha na
Sid :- buddhi aurten kabhi galat ho sakti hai bhala
He smirk slightly
N dadijaan bit him on his leg with her stick
Dadi :- buddhi hogi teri ammi....shaitan
N sid smile watching old lady laughing
She then pull sidharth closer to her n hug him
Dadijaan :- whisper
Sach bata ye koi ek mahine k liye nahi hamesha k liye yaha aai hai na
Sid :- hmm hmm
Dadijaan :- janti thi....tu reh hi nahi payega iske bina
Sid :- hmm
Dadijaan :- shehnaaz ko apne liye chun na ye tera ab tak ka sabse accha kam hai...pata hai tuze
Sid :- nahi aj pata chala.....
N he chuckle n dadijaan again slap him in fun way
Shehnaaz is still in shock thinking why all are being so nice to her suddenly
Sidharth excused himself after receiving his phn which ringing from long time n dadijaan get busy talking to sultana n Sanam rehman zainab also went in there room
Meher :- kaise ho baji
They didn't interact at all in those months...so shehnaaz get awkward at first listening baji from her but smile slightly n reply
Shehnaaz :- thik hu....aap kaise ho meher....
Meher :- thik hu.... sidharth k bina bhi
She chuckle trying to normalize the situation after whatever she said.....
But shehnaaz look here n there.... being confused what she should say here
She knows meher don't expect anything from sidharth infact in favor with sidharth's decision that is leaving her after delivery but listening her this sentence she didn't find anything like that
Meher :- majak tha baji aap kha ma kha serious ho gayi.....wo sidharth abhi bhi hame yaha chodke chale gaye na isliye kaha.....muje galat mat samjiyega....by the way welcome back
Shehnaaz :- shukriya
Meher then left but shehnaaz feel bitterness in her words somehow she thought maybe she want attention from sidharth now n her father learnt about this that's why he blackmailed her to leave sidharth for meher
Meher's pov
M apko acchi nek ladki samj rahi thi baji....lekin aap h nahi....yaha ek mahina rehne k kayi sharten rakhi apne....iss gharwalo ko dukh pohchana chah rahi aap.....muje ye rawaiya bilkul sahi nahi laga apka
Thinking this she entered in her n sidharth's room n find maid is taking out the sidharth's leftover belongings from the room
Meher :- ye sab kaha le ke ja rahi ho
Maid :- shehnaaz bibi k kamre m....khan baba ka hukum h meher bibi.....wo unke sath ek hi kamre rahenge....yaha aap rehti h isliye unhone yaha se jane ka faisla kiya
That maid smilingly said n left from there everyone are happy coz shehnaaz really used to treat all maids n servent in very polite n respectful manner
But listening her meher at first tried to not react anything....but feel something wrong in her heart listening that
Downstairs
Dadijaan :- shehnaaz m bahot khush hu tune jo bhi sharten rakhi uske liye
Shehnaaz :- sharten...kaisi ....sharten amma
Dadijaan :- arey wahi jo asad subha batake gaya hume....
Shehnaaz :- kya....muze kuch samaj nahi aa raha....
Dadijaan :- arey tumne hi kaha na sidharth se k tum yaha tabhi aaogi jab yaha sab kuch tumhari man marzi ka hoga
Shehnaaz's eyes popped out in shock
Sultana :- bibi wo asad saab aaye the subha subha aate hi kuch naukron k liye uper k kamre k taraf gaye....kuch chize set karwai....jaise Almirah wagera wegera....fir kitchen m bhi sab badlwa diya.... fir gaye sabke kamre k darwajon ko pit pit pareshan krke rak diya sabko
Wo khan baba ke khaas hai isliye kisi n bhi unhe kuch nahi kaha
Unhone sabko yaha bulaya.....aur kaha k khan baba n kehne kaha h ki wo aur aap....mera Matlab h ki aap ko court se kaha gaya h sath m rehne aur aap tabhi aayegi yaha jab sab yaha p apki marzi ka ho.....sabko yaha ek mahina apki sun ni hogi tabhi aap yaha rahogi aur tabhi wo wo...wo talakh ki bat aage jayegi....warna koi talaakh nahi hoga....aur ruqaiya begum toh apko pair bhi dabane k liye raji ho jayegi agar aap ye bhi krne k liye bolo abhi iss waqt....
N dadijaan n sultana laugh
Dadijaan :- bahot accha kiya tune ye shart rakh k ab sabse gin gin k badle lena....
Wo jo asad keh k gaya ki abse pehle tu khana kahyegi fir hi ghar k log aur tu jo kahegi wahi bangea bawarchi khane m...wah maja aaya sun k.....aur ye jo abhi hua k tumhe ek alishan welcome chaiye tha iss ghar k logon se....(laugh) bahot sahi kiya tumne.....inn sabhi chizon p aadi reh....piche mat hatna...dil m hamdardi jaga k.....ye log issi layak hai.... bahot rulaya tuje....ab tu rula unhe
N shehnaaz is still shocked n thinking when she said all this.....
Dadijaan :- hold her hand
Tu idhar aa dekh bawarchi khane ko
N she pulled her in kitchen
Dadijaan :- ye sab bhi tune kaha krne ko
Shehnaaz feel her words stuck in her throat...it become dry n she find difficulty to speak anything
Shehnaaz :- m wo...m
Dadijaan :- chuckle
Sabhi cupboard ko niche ki aur karwa diya.....janti hu teri height k wajase hamesha problem hoti thi ma tumhe.....
She again Chuckle
Dadijaan :- tumhe pata inn sabse ruqaiya bahot gussa hui....usne apne hisaab se ye ghar banwaya tha tune uska kitchen hi badal diya
N shehnaaz here knew who did all this
Its her shauhar obviously
He many times notice her in problem whenever she try to take out any jars from upper cabinets of kitchen he literally made them at lower side within hours
Just because she finds difficulty to access those cabinets
Her heart get filled with lots of emotions in that moment
Dadijaan's words break her chain of thoughts
Dadijaan :- tu jaa abhi kamre m....aram kr le aur bata kaise bana hai tera naya kamra....kuch badalwana ho toh jarur bata dena naukaron ko.... ruqaiya fir muh fulayegi aur m khush ho jaungi
N that old Lady again laugh loudly n sultana join her
They both went towards ammajaan's room
N shehnaaz for few minutes stand there still thinking whatever happened till now
She while taking slow steps climb stairs
His husband's last night deeds are still giving her pain in her lower part of body
He really fuck her hard last night....she act like walking normally coz whole family was there but now she don't have any power to act more.... it's really paining n she slowly reach on first floor
She ask one of other maid where is her new room n she pointed in far corner of corridor
She is glad thinking she'll get much needed privacy there in corner room
She open the door n get shocked coz room is completely looking like her own designed version of room... it's like everything was perfectly set according to her choice..... dressing table in purple color....big mirror above it.... windows curtain are in white.... flowers pot are kept at corner.... comfortable sitting arrangements are there in the space of window n wall....two big couches are kept on other side with wooden teapoy in center of them.....soft rouge under chairs which kept otherside of couches.....n then bed..... perfectly set....walk in wardrobe is on otherside n obviously behind it....there will be an washroom
But one thing made her heart skipped a beat
The photo frame which is hanging on wall behind the bed
It's there nikaah picture
Her eyes get teary its actually looking like she is dreaming about all this
She close the door behind her n sit on bed connecting all dots
Shehnaaz's pov
Wo shehnai....wo aatishbajiyan.....wo phool.....wo sabka yun hame milne aana....
Jo jo m apni ruksati k bad umeed kr baithi thi sidharth se.....wo sab aj unhone puri kardi.....q itne acche ban rahe aap sidharth.......pehli hi dil de baithi hu apko.....aur kitna pyar karu
She truly feels like she is newly wedded bride entering in her sasural after ruksati
She sob on her helplessness......
That is her husband who just think that his wife may be angry coz he didn't give her all this....he planned everything by night to console her
Shehnaaz is thinking that He thought she choose asfiyan over him coz he didn't give her all this
Respect n love for her man raised in her heart
She was thinking in rage he wanted to punish her that's why he take her here.....but she was so wrong how can she forgot that her husband loves her insanely....in their fight in his anger also he'll not do anything which will hurt her...infact he decided to turn the bad memories this place hold for her into a good one...the people who humiliated her in the same house he planned there sufferings on the same place by her hand......that is sidharth Sikandar.....her shauhar
She innocently sob making pout.....n again turn to look at there picture......
Suddenly meher's words rome in her mind n her smile slowly vanished.....she get vibes of feroz from her today.....she understand that she is somehow affected of sidharth's bad behavior towards her.....n that's why may be she ask her father to blackmail her.......
She feel again pain in her heart thinking meher is lucky to have her father beside her who is ready to destroy everything to just keep his daughters happiness safe
But she stand up n Walk towards washroom to get fresh n open wardrobe thinking her luggage must be settled till now by maids
But for her surprised
It's full of many new clothes.....
Shehnaaz :- allah kya karu m apne shauhar ka.....itni deewangi..... aadhi rat ko designers se ye sab banwaya hoga kya?.....huhhh sikandar sahab kya karu n apka
She pick one kurti salwar n about to close the door....
But her eyes fall on note
" Jada khush mat hona inn sabse.....ye sab mera apna badla lene ki koshish hai tumhare nam p.....jo ladki mere dil k sau tukde kar chuki hai....usko m kabhi khush nahi kr sakta"
M shehnaaz smile holding tears in her eyes
She kiss his writing on note n keep there safe
She knows he is lying.....after telling that lie about her n asfiyan also she saw her husband's passionate side yester night.....he was not fucking her to give punishment.....it was more looking like he is yearning for warmth from her....he was assuring himself that she belongs to him n she is there with him....it was just an confirmation he is giving to his restless heart that she is safe n fine
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At party office
Sidharth was in meeting with mla's n some collectors of different regions
They are discussing about coming elections n facilities which need his attention
It was an important meeting but sidharth is getting restless for no reason
He stand up n go in his cabin's washroom......splash some water on his face
N take long breathe... started normal breathing practice
He tried to keep his mind cool...but that breathing technique....it didn't working right now for him
He hold his head n shout when his overthinking is not ready to stop
Overthinking....yes....is about shehnaaz n the stunt she was about to pull in Nainital
His those nightmares about her jumping from high hills again started to come in his mind
He go outside n take his cigrate packet....his hands are shivering by now coz of panick attack
His mind is get fogged.....he just knew few drags pf cigrate can help her to gain control on his mind again
His upper body is already started to get sweaty
He with lot of difficulty burn that cigrate n that first puff help him to hold on his uneven breathe
Few more drags n then he suddenly get calm down
He hurriedly take few more drags n sigh loudly
Sid's pov
Kya halat kr di h tumne meri shehnaaz......tumhara ishq kahi muze barbad na krde.....meri jaan jaa rahi hai.... bahot glat kiya tumne...... bahot jada galat kiya h tumne mere sath....
Pehle khudse beintehaan mohabat karwao aur fir yun dur jane ki bat karo....
M mar raha hu ye soch soch k.... bahot taklif ho rahi h muze.... bahot jada
N here he sob leaving that cigrate on floor
He hold his face in between his palms n sob like kid.....
After few minutes of shedding tears he wipe it hurriedly n grab his phn
He search for the best psychiatrist in city n book appointment for himself
Sid's pov
Tumhe leke ye mera pagalpan muze mar dega shehnaaz
Sudden anger raised in his veins on his own condition
N he throw cushions on floor
Asad knock his door n enter inside
Asad :- bhaijaan....ye sab..aap thik toh h...
Sid :- nahi hu m thik
Asad :- chaliye dr k pass
Sid :- li h appointment psychiatrist ki
Asad :- psychiatrist?
Sid :- haan teri bhabhi baithi h dimag m...usko nikalna hai....
N asad sigh listening him
He postponed all his meeting n meet that dr
Sidharth's convey head towards the hospital
His gaurds made sure to protect him n push away papperazi
He entered in Dr's cabin who stand up on his place to greet mr sidharth khan future cm of state but he being himself directly utter
Sid :- m pagal ho gaya hu biwi k pyar m....plz help me
That dr get shocked listening him n look towards asad
Asad :- kijiye illaj jaldi sir ki meetings bhi hai
He utter looking towards his wrist watch
That dr find both of them mad for second
Is this they're Thinking a therapy fastly started to cure the patient
Dr :- hi I'm dr maheer gupta n you his assistant....kya aap plz bhar jayenge....dr n patient should talk in privacy i assure u about his safety
Asad look towards sidharth n he nod...n asad left them alone in canin
Dr :- Nice to meet you mr khan
Sid :- wo sab formality bad m kr....tu illaj shuru kr
Bata konsi dawai lu m...sar dard se fat raha h mera... uske khayal 24 ghante dimag m rehte h mere
Dr :- ok ok relax....have some water
He pass glass of water
Sid :- m pani pine aaya hu yaha.....agar pani pine se sab thik ho jata h toh tum dr q bane ho
Dr :- sir i didn't mean k pani pine se thik hoga....isse bas apko thoda better feel hoga....fir hum bat krte h na
Sid grab that glass n drink in one go
Sid :- chal ab shuru hoja
Dr :- smile softly
Kya pareshani h apko
Sid :- meri ek biwi h.... actually do h....ek ko m 4 mahine k bad divorce denewala hu....wo abhi pregnant h....baccha mera nahi hai...let me clear this for u....wo bas pregnancy tak mere sath rahena chahti h n that's fine she was my friend....asal masla meri pehli biwi h..... shehnaaz....muze usse pyar ho gaya h bahot hi jada....jo ab muze pareshan kr raha hai.....usne mera dil dukhaya h ab m usse nafrat krna chahta hu.....ya fir at least apni mohabat uske liye kam krna chahta hu.....batao kaise karu
Dr :- smile
Ye sab insaan k bas m nahi hota.....lekin haan limit set hum kr sakte h kisi bhi chiz ki.... detached hona sikhna padega.....
Sid :- Matlab
Dr :- unse dur rahiye.....apne aap unki koi bhi bat se apko farak nahi padega mr khan
Sid :- pinch his tip of nose
wahi nahi ho raha isliye yaha aaya hu.....she tried to leave me for....fo... forever... I'm suffering from nightmares also where i always saw she is going away from me....pareshan kr rahe h ye khawab muje.....wo ehsaas khaye ja raha h meri rooh ko
Dr :- jisse haad se jada mohabat karlo usko khone ka dar har waqt rahega hi.... isliye kehte h....haad se jada kuch bhi accha nahi hota....na ishq na nafrat dono m insaan barbaad jo jata h
Sid :- tum jaise dr bachao muj jaise aawara nikaame ashiq logo ko jinhe koi bhi chiz haad m reh k krni aayi hi nahi hai kabhi.....
Dr :- i understand ur problem sir....m ye dekh bhi paa raha hu k aap kagi tired bhi lag rahe h....bimar bimar se..... it's effecting ur sleeping patterns also right?....
N did just nod n said
Sid :- i have not slept from more than 30 hours
Dr :- apki sehet puri tarah kharab ho sakti h.... I'm giving u some medicines for now....hum apki therapy sessions start krenge.....jisme aap sikh jaoge detached kaise hote h......
That dr started blabbering something
But sidharth's ears suddenly get deaf....he find he is not able to hear anything
He leaving everything behind walk out of cabin n sit on that metal chairs outside the cabin
His ears are unable to to hear anything just some beeping sound is roaming in his mind n ear
He close his ears tightly n groan
That therapist is suggesting him ways to make himself busy n to not think about his love shehnaaz....to avoid her thoughts
N his mind is automatically rejecting those ideas coz he likes to think about her....he loves to get lost in her thoughts....it is giving him pain but still he wants that....
That's why he left that dr n his shitty ideas ( According to him) behind n come outside
He feel again his panick attacks are coming so he before loosing his complete mind
Take out his phn n press the finger on contact name called jaan
In second ring she received his call
Shehnaaz :- hello...
N listening that hello.....he close his eyes getting calmness hitting on his nerves
Its like he get dosage of his drug
Shehnaaz :- hello....hello.... sidharth
N he smile softly
Her soft voice soothing his heart
He didn't say anything n cut the call
Sid :- ye h meri dawa....maa chudaye iski therapy....m ghar jaa raha hu
He stand up walk towards elevator
Asad :- bhaijaan lekin
Sid :- meetings cancel krde meri halat thik nahi h
Asad :- bhabhi k pass jaoge kahi aur taklif na ho....ek dafa sun le dr keh kya rahe h
Sid realized that he is again going towards the fire.....he willingly desire to hug the fire again
But he need her.... that's what his heart mind soul can understand right now
Sid :- koi aur dr talash kr.....ye bakwas tha...kalse lunga therapy aj nahi hoga mujse
N that elevator door get closed
N asad sighed....
Asad :- apse kabhi bhi nahi ho payega unse dur rehna bhaijaan..... aap dil ki baji haar baithe h
He smile sadly on his condition
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At fariha mehel
Sidharth taking long steps walk towards there new room
No one was there to start introgression about his ill state so he safely reach towards their room
He open it without knocking
She was just come after shower n wiping her wet hairs standing Infront of mirror......
She saw him through mirror n turn
Shehnaaz :- aap.....kya hua....thik toh hai?....phn bhi kiya tha lekin kuch kaha nahi....
N her sentence get cut in middle coz of his sudden hug
He hug her tightly....so damn tightly that her soft part of front area is crushed on his hard tone chest
Sid :- I'm tired.....help me to sleep.....sula de plz
She get confused listening him.....
But hug him reciprocating his passionate hug
Shehnaaz :- achanak kya hua apko
Sid :- I'm loosing myself help me...m pagal ho jaunga
N shehnaaz get shock listening his heavy vulnerable voice
They forgot about there fight
Shehnaaz forgot about her motive.....he forgot that she betrayed him
They just know that they want each other badly in this moment specially sidharth
He is looking like he'll faint at any moment
His craving to take those drugs is increasing minutes by minute
She broke the hug n cup his face....
Shehnaaz :- sab thik h....kuch nahi hua
Aayen mere sath
She grab his wrist....n pull him inside the washroom.....she open the tap n splash some water on his face
He let her do whatever she is doing
He got his cure the moment his eyes fall on her
She wipe him n open the button of his shirt coz it's get wet by water
She throw that on floor
All the time he was not looking at her
He is looking towards the floor
His mind is giving him warning by recalling what she did with him but heart is yearning her warmth
He was scared to no extend.....scare to loose her.....his jaan shehnaaz
That fear is making him vulnerable
She grab his wrist n made him sit on beds edge
Shehnaaz :- u didn't sleep last night?
He didn't give her answer still looking towards floor
She grab bottle of oil n pour it on his head
The moment her soft long fingers enters in his thick locks of hairs he close his eyes
N grab her by waist immediately
He rest his forehead on her belly n shehnaaz feel butterflies in her belly
Her fingers movement stopped for seconds but she again continue to massage his head
Shehnaaz :- now sleep.... you'll feel better
He didn't ask to her but grab her hand n rest his back on bed
He slightly pull her n she sir beside him
He hugged her waist....dig his head in her belly resting his head on her lap
Sid :- just oat slowly on my head
He whisper softly
N shehnaaz feel bad on his state
Tears filled in her eyes
N she did what he is demanding
He started to take slow normal breathe but he feel like to hug her so he lift his head n she raised her eyebrows asking him what happened?
He just pull her little down n she lay down on her back
He then dig his face in her nape....n touch his tip of nose under her earlobe.....
He smell something from there n close his eyes again
Her own fragrance is his new drug
Shehnaaz shiver on his act wanted to stop him...coz this closeness will lead towards more depth in their relationship which she don't want
But looking at his condition she let him sleep there
Keeping his face on her nape
Suddenly he turn her side wise n keep his one leg in between her legs
His knee is almost touching her womanhood
He hug her tightly keeping his face on her pillowy boobs
He nuzzle his nose there like a small kid seeking for warmth from his love
Shehnaaz's eyes let alone tear escape from her corner of eye
She slowly insert her fingers in his hairs again n slightly started to massage....she knows he is on verge to loose control about those drugs...n she'll do anything to stop him from taking those
Her other hand is wrapped around his back
She slowly rub his skin
He still feel something is missing... something is bothering his sleep
He lift his head n utter holding her kurta
Sid :- remove this
She get shock listening him
N didn't do anything just continue looking him
He get irritated with that
He grab her end side of kurta n remove it in one go from her head
He throw it on floor
Shehnaaz was about to say something but her words died watching his next step
He didn't stopped there n in one go unhook her bra like he is pro is unhooking bra's
He throw that away
N grab her heavy melon in his palm
She close her eyes in pleasure
His desire filled eyes on her naked upper body make her wet in-between her thighs
His just glare is enough for her to feel that wetness...still after doing all those stuff with her husband for many times
He squeeze her melon like its a stress ball....he rub his face in her valley of breasts
N shehnaaz garb his shoulder
He pull her more on himself hugging her tightly
N here he close his eyes in containment....
Here he feel completed
In her embrace he find his lost peace back
His breathing get normal after few more times of squeezing her boobs....she shy at first to hug him back but hold him tightly when she find he get lost in deep slumber
She kiss his head n shed few more tears on her helplessness
She need to find more about feroz balloch n his mother's past then only she can save sidharth from him
She again kiss his head lovingly n hugging him tightly she also close her eyes after pulling quilt on them
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