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Looking towards her husband....for whom she is waiting from Days her heart didn't feel anything at that time.... It's get freezed....only him standing beside a girl who is in bridal attaire is the only view her eyes able to capture in that moment.... everything beside them is completely blackout for her eyes
Fajita n sultana along with few other maids stand behind them holding plates full of rose petals
All are shocked looking whatever they saw on doorstep
It's ruqaiya's order for them to be ready for welcome ceremony of their new bride of house.....
Mr khan n ruqaiya reach towards door n their eyes fall on shehnaaz.... firstly their gaze is filled with disgust then they smirk slowly looking each other
Ruqaiya :- fajita tum jao bhar kuch log aaye hue hai shehnai dhol k sath...unse kaho apna kam shuru karen...aur haan ye phool iss ladki ko dedo....
That maid nod n did what ruqaiya ask her to do....
She slowly keep that plate in shehnaaz's hand who look at her blankly.....even that maid looking at her with pity filled eyes....feel bad on her state n then left the place
Otherside sidharth slowly lift his head while gritting his teeth n then look towards his adoptive parents....he knows why they are doing this....they hate her to no end n it's not even her fault in this...
His first wife...his love is too innocent for this world full of cunning selfish people
N before he could react on this scene... everyone heard loud sound coming from outside near gate of dhol n shehnai....those instruments players started their job n creating beautiful music they welcome khan empire's daughter in law......
Ruqaiya nod looking towards the maids asking them to start their job
N they started throwing petals on couple who is standing on doorstep looking like newly wed
Sidharth slowly look at shehnaaz n before she also throw petals on her biggest defeat he wanted to move inside but his timing is bad.... shehnaaz lift her head up wear beautiful smile on her lips looking directly in sidharth's eyes she throw petals on both of them.....then she put petals on their feet n utter after gulping that lump created in her throat looking towards meher
Shehnaaz :- khush aamadid bhahu begum
N here sidharth's heart churn listening this words from her mouth
But meher give small smile to her thinking she is just a maid like others n greeting her
Listening sound of music every other member come out of their room to witness what's happening outside
N here fariha begum hold her forehead watching sidharth n his second wife standing on doorstep
Fariha :- ye sab kya hai ruqaiya
She almost shout on her eldest daughter in law
Ruqaiya :- ammi miliye meri bhahu se....meher.... sidharth ki biwi iss haveli ki iss riyasat ki badi begum
Fariha look towards shehnaaz who already started to walk from their n the moment she left towards kitchen sidharth started to walk towards his room taking those long angry steps
Fariha :- tumhe pata bhi kya keh rahi ho.... sidharth ki pehli biwi hai abhi bhi....uski izazat k bina dusri dafa nikaah...islam m haram hai ye chiz....kya tumhe ye pata nahi tha....
Ruqaiya roll her eyes....n utter royally
Ruqaiya :- kis jamane m reh rahi hai aap ammi....iss jamane m koi in baton ki pervi ( follow)nahi krta.... Waise bhi jis islam ko mene jana hai waha ye bhi kaha gaya hai ki mard ko 4 nikaah ki izazat hoti hai....aur agar majboori ho toh pehli biwi ki izazat mile ya na mile usse koi faraq nahi padta...
Umeed hai apke jalte hue dil ko sukoon mile ab ammi
Sara...sanam...n all other family members who wanted to be in good books of ruqaiya go towards meher n started to congratulate her n ruqaiya on her victory
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In sidharth's room
The moment he reached there he started to throw things on floor....... listening whatever his wife said downstairs...he got confirmation that she is not gonna forgive him for his mistake....which is the main reason behind his anger......her voice expressed that how much she get hurt because of him.....her blank face told him that she is destroyed beyond repair......her plain emotion less eyes haunted him to the no end.....
He wanted to hold her in his arms tightly n cry his heart out...wanted to told her his side of story... wanted to share with her his agony.....his helplessness......the tragedies he faced....he wanted to hide his big body in her embrace... seeking for warmth from her....
But he is damn scared......scared to even face her....but he need her....need to tell her why he did that
He with shaking hands grab the phn n dialed kitchen's intercom
Sid :- gulp saliva to remove dryness from his throat
Ask shehnaaz to come in my room right now
Sultana :- ji khan baba
That old lady keep the phn back n turn to look at shehnaaz who is busy in making plate for ammajaan......
Every other maid gardener even the driver gaurds also feeling bad for shehnaaz....she is gem of person who only shower love on others....she is the only one in this entire house who always look after every maid servent's or gaurds meals....she used to talk with everyone with humbleness.... always shows her care to everyone n except shehnaaz everyone is feeling bad for her
N shehnaaz..... her heart stopped to feel anything....
She was not lying when she said.....she will be completely destroyed when that day come where she have to share her husband with another girl
Sultana :- shehnaaz khan baba n tumhe kamre m bulaya hai
Shehnaaz :- muze q....kuch chaiye unhe.....kisi aur ko bhej de aap......muze ammajaan k liye khana leke jana hai.....
Sultana :- bibi....m wo kar dungi....khuda k liye aap kamre m jayen....wo bahot gusse m yaha se gaye hai.....agar aap nahi gayi toh hum sabki shamat aa jayegi
N shehnaaz sigh casually....n handover the plate to sultana n walk towards his room
She stand outside the door n being formal she knock on door
Sidharth who is pacing from here n there stopped on his place in confusion thinking why would shehnaaz knock on the door before coming inside......but without thinking further he open the door n watching her standing outside covering her head.....as usual.... wearing no emotions on her face
N that made him more angry...
He without thinking anything grab her hand n pull her inside
Lock the door n pinned her to nearby wall... grabbing her both the wrist above her head n he utter getting too close to her face
Sid :- what's this behavior shehnaaz.....
Shehnaaz :- still wearing plain expressions
Jee mene kya...ki...kiya
Sidharth's anger vanished instantly looking at her in different behavior n being scared he hurriedly pull her towards him n hug her tightly....
Sid :- stop doing this meri jaan....muze dar lag raha hai.....
Shehnaaz :- joined her brows n utter
Kiss chiz se dar....aur ek second aap ye kar kya rahe hai....dur ho jayen ye kya behudgi hai
N she push him getting angry....its like his touch is burning her skin....
N sidharth get shocked looking her behavior
Shehnaaz :- jo bhi kam hai wo aap do kadam ki duri p bhi toh reh k keh sakte hai
Sid :- toh ab formal ban na hai tumhe mere sath haan.....bas yehi reh gaya tha
He greet his teeth n turned around to kick the teapoy kept there
Listening that loud noise she still didn't flinch nor react anything....stand there still looking at one direction
Sidharth rub his palm on his face n tried to calm down himself
Sid :- gunhegaar hu m tumhara i know that....jiski koi maafi bhi nahi hogi tumhare pass janta hu m sab kuch.....lekin ek dafa sun lo mere sath hua kya hai....m bas....fas chuka tha.....buri tarah muze ye sab krna pada qki
Shehnaaz :- apka maqsad sabse jada zaruri hai....haina....janti hu....agar ho gaya ho sab kuch kehna toh kya m jau
N sidharth again greet his teeth
Sid :- tumhe muzse shikayat karni chaiye thi....sawal puchne chaiye the....ek biwi ki tarah mangti tum bhi jawab shehnaaz lekin tumhe mujpe koi haq rakhna hi nahi hai Shayad.....
Shehnaaz :- haan sahi kaha....kisi p koi haq nahi hai mera
N listening her he grab her arms tightly n utter
Sid :- toh kis haq se yaha khadi ho....jab tumhe mujse koi farak hi nahi padta toh q ho yaha.....kuch nshi hu na m tumhare...koi haq nahi hai na mujpe tumhara....toh chali jao yahase.....apni ammi k pass....unke hi wajase yaha p ho na....jao bata do unko tumhari Zindagi ka sach fir chahe wo sach jan k mar hi q na jayen....aur ho jao azad tum fir iss rishte se....
N he push her slightly.....
Listening about her mother here she feel like to die....here her emotions which got freezed come back to normal state....n her eyes started to fill
She nod slightly looking in his direction n he turned around his face looking otherside
He didn't expected this cold behavior from her side.....he know he did disaster marrying other women indirectly cheating on his first wife whether its for some motive but its still sin....he thought she'll shout on him....slap him....ask him thousands of questions....then he'll console her.... explain her why he did that n assure her that he'll divorce the other girl soon.... he'll assure her that sidharth only belongs to shehnaaz...she is only his wife he'll not even going to look at the other girl...then she'll accept his truth n then he'll told her about his sufferings from past few days.... he'll listen how she spent her days without him then they'll sleep holding each other
This is what he expected
But her odd behavior force him to think that she is judging him too quickly without listening his side of story....may be she still don't trust him.... don't hold faith on their relationship....may be she didn't love him
He pinch his forehead n released that he spit out shit in anger n he turn again to look at her but she step out from room locking the door behind her
Which perk his anger more forcing him to throw chair on his wall mirror
He shout loudly in anger n pull his hairs in frustration
But his door get unlocked again n he thought its shehnaaz so without looking......he utter
Sid :- jaan sun toh l...
But he left his sentence unfinished looking ruqaiya standing there...
She directly throw her angry gaze on him when she noticed what he have done with his room
Ruqaiya :- kya hai ye sab.... don't tell me your first wife is angry on you for getting married again
Sid :- mom leave me alone
Ruqaiya :- shut up sidharth n listen to me very carefully...you married to meher balloch n she is not an ordinary girl like your first wife..... feroz barbad kr dega agar usko pata chala ki uski beti k sath zaidti ho rahi hai.....aur rakha hi kya hai uss ghatiya ladki m k uske piche tum pagal ho chuke ho aur ye sab kr rahe ho
She point towards the mess he created in room
Sid :- how u know much about my first wife haan....wo gatiya h acchi h kaise pata....
Ruqaiya :- apni ammi ko iss lehje m sawal jawab karoge
Her voice raised n here sidharth's anger raised more
Sid :- shhhhhhh watch out your tone mom.....n think twice before using any profanities for my dear....i repeat....my dear first wife
I have only one wife n that is shehnaaz..... it's a fact n that I'll make sure to not change.....we r running out of our savings jus coz of your brilliant brother in law n his son's deed..... they're the reason i cheated on my wife......but let me clear this to you mom...... I'm not gonna accept meher as my wife.....agar shehnaaz nahi toh koi bhi nahi chaiye muze.....
Ruqaiya :- are u in love with her
He jus can't openly said his feelings coz he knows this lady is most cunning person in whole world n she can do anything to just win back her son so he avoid to answer her
Sid :- that's my personal matter its better you focus on your stupid fellow family members n their deeds....i m repeating this again mom.....m iss nikaah ko nahi manta hu..... shehnaaz se bhale hi kisi badle k liye nikaah kiya tha mene lekin m usse man n laga hu.......aur m bas ussi ek nikaah m hu
Saying so he left the place.......in anger
While crossing the living room he saw his father called few media members to release the news of his getting married to meher balloch
He started to feel suffocate by even standing there n breathing in that house
He ignore every fucking thing that comes under his gaze he sit directly in his car...wear his sheds...to hide that teary eyes n drive in unsual speed thinking about his only wife.... shehnaaz
On the other hand.....
Shehnaaz run upstairs towards the terrace....there was an small vacant corner under some roof
She find that few days ago only...her safe space to be vulnerable.....
In this whole mansion she don't have a single space for herself where she get some privacy.....so she made one for herself.....
She hold her knees near to her chest....dig her face n sob loudly
Whatever happened till now just come Infront of her eyes like a movie scene......
His words pierce her heart brutally....
She clutch her kurti from chest area where she feel out of breath suddenly.....
Her continues crying made her feel breathless
N that sudden chest pain made her lay down on floor holding her heart side which is paining badly.....
Slowly she feel her left hand is getting numb..... slightly heavy where she can't able to feel anything on that side.....her forehead started to filled with sweat buds.......
She somehow sit straight on floor n wipe her sweat taking slow breathes......she rub her chest area gently to sooth that pain....she mostly suffer from this so she always ignore this not even told her mother....in her childhood her mother used to consult some ordinary doctor who leaves one street away from there house who always don't prescribe any medicines but used to told her mother that shehnaaz is weak by birth n she take stress easily she should be strong n brave.....on which her used to get believe.....no one think that it may be a serious problem......it could be serious that it'll take her life away one day....
She slowly feel that pain subsiding n she is now able to breathe......
She heard sound of azaan n instantly cover her head properly sitting on her knees on that floor....she couldn't able to manage any mat at that moment....the urge to pray something important is so strong that she ask forgiveness form her god for breaking the first rule of prayer.....n she ask her longing wish from her god
She sob while lifting up her hands n utter closing her eyes....
" Meri dil ki dhadkane bas tham jayen ab aur nahi hoga mujse.....iss Zindagi se azadi dila den.....iss Zindagi ko ab khatam krde"
She ask death from her god.....the pain the sufferings are too much for her fragile Heart to handle
She while sobbing ask only thing from lord that she wanted a Peace....a peaceful nap laying in lap of her mother.....
While crying on her fate she lay there getting tired n soon goes in slumber with a hope to never open her eyes again
Dadijaan ask few maids about shehnaaz n when no one find about her....she herself started to find her
N there she saw her laying taking legs in her stomach looking like a innocent doll
She sit beside her n take her head in her lap n here shehnaaz's eyes get open slowly....
Dadijaan :- allah p yakeen rak.....ek sab thik ho hi jaana hai.....mere uss nikamme pote ko akal aa hi jayegi ki usne kitni badi galti ki hai.....
Tu hosla rakh.....
Shehnaaz didn't utter anything just lay there getting lost in her own thoughts....
After sometime they step down from terrace
Dadijaan :- tuze kisi k bhi samne jane ki jarurat nahi h....tu bas kamre m reh.....aur aram kr....m hu tere liye yaha....ghabra mat
There steps halt when they saw ruqaiya standing Infront of them
Ruqaiya :- mere bete ko rihaah krdo apni quid se ladki.....warna mujse bura koi nahi hoga.....socha tha tumhari ammi ko sach bata dungi toh tumhe wo khud yahase le jayegi lekin nahi dono maa beti ek jaise hai.....zuth keh rahi thi na tum fajita se k tum apni maa k wajase yaha ho....uske jane k bad bhi yehi ho.....begairat.....jald se jald yaha se nikalne ki socho..... divorce de dega sidharth qki ab uske layak usko ladki mil gayi h.....abhi abhi bat hui h uski aur meri.....pata chala muze kaise kaala jadu kr rakha h tumne uspe but don't worry m acchese janti hu apne bete ko sahi raste p kaise laana hai
N saying so she walk out tapping her high heels on floor
But shehnaaz again feel that unusual chest pain..... listening her words....she come to know that ruqaiya was the one who killed her mother.....
Who told her ammi about her hidden secret
Dadijaan :- ye chudail kya keh k gayi....kya kaha tha isne tumhari ammi ko
Shehnaaz :- amma m jau room m thodi der akele rehna hai....agar apko aana hai toh koi bat nahi m terrace p wo...waha
Dadijaan :- tu pagal h....jaa kamre m....lekin sun rona nahi....ye log tere aason k bhi layak nahi hai...samji meri chanda
N shehnaaz shed tears listening chanda from her mouth
Her mother used to called her by this name
She just nod wiping the tears away n lock herself in room
She fall on her knees remembering her late mother n that strong chest pain arised again
She cough getting restless n that small blood come put from corner of her mouth.....
She got scared at first but wipe it out n clean her mouth.....she hold her chest area to stop that pain but suddenly realized that the blood she spit it may he coz of this pain....she instantly pray to her god again telling him that make this reason for her death but give her as soon as possible
She is this much devastated that in this pain she is not thinking about doctors or treatment but asking for the death coz of this health reason
She look herself in mirror
That destroyed reflection of shehnaaz force her to utter that bitter truth
" Ishq n barbaad kr diya "
Wiping her face she decided to left the house as soon as possible.....
She don't have any reasons to stay here as ruqaiya said
She go outside to inform her decision to ammajaan but she saw the house is decorated fully specially garden area n living room
She didn't noticed while come down from terrace that everyone is running from here n there
She stopped fajita n ask
Shehnaaz :- yaha kya ho raha hai....
Fajita :- wo....wo walima h aaj khan baba aur nayi Dulhan ka
She lower down her head go away from there
N shehnaaz smile sadly
Her marriage is still hidden from world n here that girl is so lucky to have special warm welcome from family n now this announcement of marriage to whole world
Whatever she desired that girl get all in one day only
N here she is standing with empty hands
She hold the tray full of flowers n ask one of the maid where to use them
She wanted to distract herself n working in decorations for her husband's walima will be best thing she thought
Maid inform her that flowers are going to use for the decoration of bed in his bedroom for their suhaagraat
N here it give her pain again on same spot listening those words
She realized that her husband is going to be someone's husband in all ways....he is going to sleep with other girl where she is staying under same roof.... he'll make other girl pregnant... she'll deliver his babies... they'll have there own small family
N alone tear escape from her eyes without her knowing
She silently climb the stairs n enter in his room
She saw few maids are doing the job of decoration
They decorate his room n obviously after clearing the mess which he created on anger they change the look of his room completely
Shehnaaz slowly bend down towards bed
N started to throw petals on it
Maid :- baji aap rehne deti apki tabiyat thik nahi lag rahi
Shehnaaz :- thik hu mariyam.....kuch kam krlungi toh man laga rahega
Maid :- lekin ye mat kijiye
Shehnaaz :- kya....apni shauhar ki sej na sajau.....
She chuckle sadly
Shehnaaz :- yehi tha kismat m baki ki m meri khud k shauhar ki sej sajau jaha wo kisi aur ladki k sath apni Zindagi shuru krenge....ab toh adat hai iss aziyat k sath rehne ki.....tum bura nat mehsus karo mere liye....m seh leti hu sabkuch....aadat hai muze....bas ho sake tog dua karna muje jald hi sukoon mile....khaas kr mere rooh ko jannat haseel ho
Those maids look at her with pity filled eyes n again concentrate on their work where shehnaaz help them decorating the bed.....
Slowly at evening all guests started to come n in few hours the hall is filled with many high profile people... media house members n all
Dadijaan was forced by Ahmed to attend the program otherwise she was not willing to go there n hurt shehnaaz more
N shehnaaz who sit in corner of upstairs look the people there high class dresses n make up... hiding her self from everyone's eyes
Her gaze shift towards the girl who walk in between the hall full of people n its meher who is looking absolute gorgeous
Looking at her costly dress hairstyle n make-up shehnaaz feel little jealous for the first time in her whole life time....she also wanted this same treatment for her but destiny.......
She holding tears in her eyes look at everyone how they are respectfully meeting meher n how she receiving everyone's blessings n attention
But suddenly she realized her husband is Missing in hall
She searched for him....she wanted to see him in traditional outfit....she silently praise his groom's attire which she saw in morning in her mind
Her chain of thoughts break when sudden chaos created downstairs
Every media house people n other high class people move towards gate to meet one n only sidharth the coming chief minister
He was again blackmailed by ahmed to attend this party.....his new investors are invited by ruqaiya she deliberately did that to force sidharth to come here......to attend this walima she has arranged
N to just save his already broken image n Don't wanna loose his new investors which they'll feel insulted if he did come to meet them
He decided to just attend it for the sake of his business...coz he wanted to return balloch his money as soon as possible n get rid of this marriage drama
He us ready to work hard...day n night to just return the favor balloch did on him
Shehnaaz sadly smile when he stand beside meher
N put of no where
He feel shehnaaz's gaze on him n he started to look here n there to find his only love
He move towards dadijaan n utter slowly
Sid :- where is shehnaaz dadi
Dadijaan :- side aa batati hu
N she grab his wrist n take her behind one piller n slap him hardly
Sidharth didn't react coz he know why she slap him
Dadijaan :- bevakoof ho tum sidharth jo tumne iss feroz ki beti ko chun liya shehnaaz k aage
Sid :- aise kuch nahi hai...meri majboori
Dadijaan :- oye kaise majboori mar toh nahi raha tha na....chand rupio k liye uss bechari bacchi ka dil iss kadar tod diya k ab shayad hi kabhi jud paye
Tuje pata bhi hai usko k sath kya hua hai...teri maa n usski am..
Ruqaiya :- ammi.....ye kya patti pada rahi hai aap mere bete ko....lagta h ahmed ko batana hoga apki iss harkat k baren m.....mera baccha aage badne ki koshish kr raha h toh apke sine m jalan ho rahi hai kya.....
Sidharth rub his face getting tired of this drama n without saying anything he left from there
Ruqaiya :- agar usko iss bare m khabar lagi toh mujse bura koi nahi hoga ammi yaad rakhiyega
Dadijaan greet her teeth n started to walk off from party
Sidharth meet his important investors n left from there sitting in his car gulping down the whole bottle of alcohol
Watching dadijaan coming towards room shehnaaz walk with her n didn't saw that sidharth is going outside the mansion....
Shehnaaz made dadijaan sleep while massaging her foot
She also kay beside her
But sleep is away from her eyes
Her heart is beating fastly thinking that her husband must be in his room till now with his second wife
N that thought irritate her alot
Whole night she didn't sleep just tossed on bed
At namaj time she close her eyes n again pray for sukoon which her heart her soul is craving for
This night is went like a she is sitting on burning stove....have to survive in it can't rescue from it
She walk inside bathroom to take shower....but again spit large amount of blood n feel strong chest pain
It made her fall on her knees again n she decided to visit doctor to get tablets for this
The pain is really unbearable for her
She look at dadijaan n decided to not disturb her sleep she take few money from her purse n left the house in early morning
She visited some nearby hospital n after talking about her recent condition to receptionist she called heart specialist to treat her
Shehnaaz was laying on bed where doctors treat patient
N one lady doctor entered inside
She ask her name her mother's name specially...n then her paternal house address
Dr :- tumne kaha tum shaheena ki beti ho na
Shehnaaz nod in yes
That dr take out her phn n show her one picture.....
Dr :- kya yehi tumhari maa h
Shehnaaz again nod in yes watching two girls picture where her mother is looking young
Dr :- wo meri bachpan ki dost hai.... shaheena aur m college m sath the
Uske sath agar wo hadsa na hua hota toh aj wo bhi doctor hoti
Khair kaise h shaheena ab.....
Shehnaaz:- 4 din pehle hi faut hui h unki aunty
Dr :- allah ufff uski rooh ko sukoon de allah....aur tum yaha akeli aai ho....
Shehnaaz :- ji
Dr :- kisiko sath Leke aati....mene shaheena se kaha tha jab aai thi mere pass pregnancy k tym k uska ye baccha kamjor h.....usse Shayad dil ki koi bimari ho sakti hai jab wo iss duniya m aayega.....kaha tha k gira de uss bacche ko qki uski maut ho jani hi h ek din kam umar m.. lekin wo mani nahi kaha k allah p yakeen h usko aur usse wo baccha khud k liye chaiye tha
Tum janti hi hogi tumhari ammi k abbu kitni nafrat krte the usse....usko na uss ghar m pyar mila aur na hi nikaah k bad iss ghar m....
Isliye usko koi jine ki nayi wajah chaiye thi shehnaaz isliye tum duniya m aai ho..... shaheena ka sahara ban k
Lekin jaise k mene kaha tha uske bacche koi dil ki bimari h waise hi hua
Thumhe inherited arrhythmias (like Long QT syndrome or Brugada syndrome) hai....abhi se nahi bachpan se.....ye ek genetic bimari hoti hai Shayad tumhare jo bhi abbu rahe honge unhe thi ye bimari may be strong asthma aur this same disease.....jo tum m inherit hua hai
I hope u know that k shaheena was a victim of gang rape tabhi uski padai chudwa di gayi aur jabardasti nikash kr diya Gaya.... it's an gang rape so she don't know who was your father warna uski koi medical history hum jaan lete toh treatment jab tum pet m hi thi tab kuch kiya jaa sakta tha
Lekin ab ye bad gaya h
Tumhare pass waqt bahot kam h shehnaaz.....kitna keh nahi sakte
Lekin fir bhi Australia k bahot bade heart surgeon h unka seminar attend kiya tha mene pichale hafte m.....iss bimari k baren m bahot kuch kaha unhone....ur heart can stopped at any moment shehnaaz.....tumhe sansein aani band ho sakti h kabhi bhi ya toh sever chest pain iss bimari m tumhara dil sahi se kam nahi kr raha h aur kuch saloon m wo aur kamjor ho gaya...
Heart transplant is risky in your case...but we still can go for it....0.1 % chance hoga but still hum le sakte hai....
Kharcha bahot ho sakta h i hope shaheena k shauhar wo tumhe help karenge iss illaj m
N listening all this shehnaaz's mind get fogged completely
For god's sake it's her birthday today n she come to know about her death
She was confused that she should be happy that her namaj get fulfilled she received her Allah's blessings.....she was a 5 time namaji women n listening that she feel her every prayer get listened by god
But on the other hand she is scared also to face death all alone
She didn't think anything n started to run from there
She didn't reply that lady doctor who shout her name tried to stop her but all go in vein she didn't stop just run from there n reach fariha mehel
She don't know why but wanted to meet sidharth n share this new with him that no need to give her divorce she is already dieing.... she'll take her last breathe in few days....she now wanted to tell him that she'll leave him for forever
She clutch that reports closer to her chest n knock on his door
She knows last night was there first night of marriage she is scared to even face him in that state but she is somehow happy with the news about her health n she wanted to share it with him
So she knock on his door again
But sudden push n it get open
She joined her brows thinking how its open
She push it thinking no one in the room
N she decided to keep her reports in his room
But the scenes she saw shaken her whole self completely
Her eyes fall on bed
N there she saw her husband is laying on his stomach he is naked from upside n his second wife is laying beside him wearing short length silk nightie which have single thin strap n lace on chest area
Meher's sleeping position made her bulky part of breasts come out n that gives another meaning to one who is looking at them while taking long breathes
Last night sidharth was dropped by asad at home
He drink alot last night.....
But the moment he was dropped in guest room he feel strong urge to take his drugs
He taking criss cross steps reached his room the door was unlocked
Meher getting tired of walima drama change in her comfortable nightie which she wears at her home also.... it's common for her she didn't wear to seduce him or something like that she still in love with her boyfriend n she thought sidharth will never come for this first Drama so she sleep comfortably on bed
The lights was turned off completely
Sidharth know his room well enough to walk in dark also is easy for him
He take those dose of drugs n throw his kurta on floor feeling heat in ac cooling room
He dropped himself on bed laying on his stomach his upper body is naked.....he forgot that he is married again n someone is also there
He thought its just his room like other regular days which he spent here
He get completely lost in intoxication n fell unconscious on bed
But shehnaaz take it in different way
She close the door behind her run from there
Shehnaaz's pov
"Apni maut ki khabar suna n aai thi sidharth....apne toh sach m hi mar diya....."
She feel her blood is boiling that scene is still fresh in her head
She decided to left the house today only
She started to pack her bags n hide those reports securely in her bag.....
She convinced ammajaan to let her go n that old lady saw her sufferings n feel like she deserves little bit of peace.... shehnaaz lied to her that will stay at her friends place where she don't have anyone besides her
She decided she'll talk with him before leaving as he still have rights to know that she is leaving that house
She wait till afternoon n ask one of the maid who send coffee in his room about him
She told her that he is getting ready to go somewhere
Once shehnaaz left from his room in morning meher wake up after sometime
She look beside her n get shocked looking him laying there she knows nothing happened between them but still finding him there is shocking for her
She move towards his side n bend down to wake him up but her nostrils filled with smell of alcohol n here she realized that why he is laying here
She take is casually coz Many times in dubai her male friends used to stay back at her flat n they oftenly share bed it's common in high class people
She go to take bath n then leave the room
Sidharth when wake up furst he throw things on bed in anger
N silently pray that meher didn't sleep here last night
He was in stress thinking about shehnaaz
He is wearing his pathani black suit thinking how to resolve his fight with her
N there he heard knock on door.....
Shehnaaz :- look at him with again cold eyes
Kya andar aa sakti hu....kuch bat krni hai....jada waqt nahi lungi....
Her formal tone is getting in his nerves n in irritation he decided he'll also called her aap like he oftenly do with her in anger
She is wearing black Anarkali suit ..head covered in dupatta who is looking scared ...to witness whatever she saw in morning again...she utter
Shehnaaz :- "ji....wo m keh rahi the"
Sid :- " Ha bolo.... hum sun rahe hai"
Shehnaaz :- " wo.....wo yaha se jana hai"
her nervous voice echoed in room
listening her words the most handsome dominating man whose aura speaks a lot about him walks towards his only love adjusting his watch on his wrist
stand Infront of her folding his hand on his back
he look towards her sweat bud filled face....her eyes are lowered down
she is playing with her fingers in nervousness...the dim lights in room making her feel more scared from his aura
sid :- "kya kaha.....kaha jana hai AAP ko"
He utter controlling his uneven breaths thats usually coz whenever he gets super angry
Shehnaaz :- " j..ji...wo.....m yaha rehna nahi......"
she gulped her saliva to remove dryness of her throat...her shaking voice again echoed in that pin dropped silence
but before she could say anything further
she feel her husband pulled her by her waist.... grabbing her waist tightly.....that his fingers digged in her skin...he lift her up slightly from floor....she is lifted in air....she is caged in his arms
n before she could react her husband put his lips on her dry one
that was there first kiss........
which should be romantic soft one but this one is intense one....a hungry kiss made her grab his kurta in her small fist
he literally chewed her lips passionately rubbing his hard on her soft one....he eat her completely....he literally suck her tongue drinking her saliva.....her wetness feels something different in his mouth.... it work similar like his drug...he just pour out his anger through that kiss
His all frustration come out through that kiss.....
Shehnaaz on other side let tears flow from her eyes
She first time in her life feel complete in his arms
But she knows this man is not only her...he is someone's husband also
She feel pain in her chest again but unable to stopped him....she understand he's taking out his frustration through this kiss n like a good dotting wife she let him do that
He pull her lower lip using teeth giving her pain....he lick her lips using his tongue...that was a wildest kiss
At last He press his lips harshly on her wanted to feel her more giving few seconds in between to let her breathe he started to drink her saliva again
after sucking her sweetness he utter dangerously on her wet lips
Removing her hair strands softly from her cheek
Sid :- " haan toh kuch keh rahi thi aap....sun raha hu hai...kahiye"
His gaze is fixed on her wet lips but anger is again filling in his head
Shehnaaz feel like to run from here coz her feelings are forcing her to ask him to kiss her again
She didn't utter anything n started to run from there wiping her cheek
Sidharth punch on wall in anger when he find out what she is trying to utter
She wanted to leave him....she wanted to go from here
How'll he live without her
Can't she see his helplessness.....his need for her
He in anger left the house....
He has meetings lined up he get busy in attending them
There he heard someone talking about shakeeb meer's house.... someone died there
N here he come to know that shehnaaz's ammi died few days ago
Here he realized what he told her in room that day about her ammi
He leave everything behind n run towards his car
Sid :- shehnaaz ka phn tune liya tha na asad jab m penthouse p tha
Asad :- haan bhaijaan
He stopped n slap him so hard that he fall on floor
Sid :- bataya q nahi uske ammi k bare m....wo akeli sehti rahi....meri jarurat thi usko
He shout on top of his voice creating scene Infront of his party office
Asad :- bha... bhaijaan kuch bat...ba...bat....bataya nahi unhone iss bare m
He utter holding that cheek side
Sidharth punch on his car's bonet in anger n sit inside
He reach at his home n find that shehnaaz is no where
He ask dadijaan n she without fearing anyone now told sidharth what ruqaiya did with her
Sidharth for the first time show his emotional side to anyone besides shehnaaz
He cry falling on his knees
Sid :- kaha hai daadi shehnaaz sab jagah dhund chuka hu.... bahot badi galti hui hai muzse....m maafi mang lunga....man jayegi wo.... wo janti hai m kitna Pyar krta hu usko....meri jaan hai wo....m mana lunga dadi usko..... gunhegaar hu m uska..... bahot bada gunha hua hai mujse
He bit his forehead in frustration
Dadi slowly caress his hairs n utter
Dadi :- wo chali gayi....bataya nahi kaha lekin kisi dost k ghar rahegi aisa keh k gayi h
N here he lift his wet heavy lashes up.....he get blanked for few minutes.....but instantly walked out of house
Dialed commissioner number
Sid :- missing complaint file karo......ek tasveer bhej raha hu....lekin kisiko pata lagna nahi chaiye.... railways flight busstand sab seal karo.....ye ladki kisi bhi kimat p chaiye muze
M bas pahoch raha hu apke office
He cut the call n dialed his head gaurds team
He explain them there work
Asad help them otherside sidharth meet full police force
He explain them how important that girl is for him
Police started there job within minutes.....
He seat in control room watching every cctv footages of railway station n bus stand on whole city
He knew she don't have anyone besides him in whole world
He knows she lied to dadijaan n just wanted to punish him she left him alone burning in agony
His temper started to raised minute by minute
They didn't able to find her
Sidharth leaving every tiredness behind search her day n night
In anger he kill his two gaurds who tried to say.... he'll never be able to find her she is gone completely from his life
He put whole Lucknow upside down.....n at last after 3 whole fucking days he come to know that she is some girls hostel
It's 2 am in night when his sources give him her address
He was already in car speed up it n drove towards his lifeline
That's the reason he get scared whenever she get missing
Those three days went like hell for him... living in hell may be easier thing but this sufferings are killing him from inside day by Day
He directly entered inside her Hostel he knows her room number
The sidharth khan will not randomly entered in any girls hostel that warden knows this she kept quiet looking whole convey of gaurds behind sidharth khan
He bang her door loudly enough to wake the two girls sleeping inside
Shehnaaz open the door rubbing her eyes cutely.....n sidharth didn't think anything throw his body on her hugging her so so so damn tightly they started to move inside the room
Sid looking that other girl utter
Sid :- move
That scared figure left the room
N shehnaaz is still shock to register what is happening with her
She sold her mother's jewellery n started to live in cheap hostel....she is finding a job ...she knows she is dieing but date is nit confirmed n to survive few days till her death she need money n she is finding a suitable job for that
Sidharth's entry is comes like out of syllabus for her
She thought he'll never able to find her but dhe forgot how mad her husband is for her
His obsession for her is increased to that level....that he is not slept for single minute in last three days....he is suffering from headache but gulping down tablets he searched for her n win at last
Coz he knows thus girl is reason that he is breathing
Shehnaaz :- choden....kya kr rahe hai aap
Sid :- naraj hai meri jaan....shhhh calm down baccha....m aa gaya hu na....sab samja dunga......shhhhhh....i missed u jaan.....i fucking missed u....m mar var jata agar tu na milti..... shit why the fuck u left me.......naraj ho ladai karo....aise chodke kon jata hai
His eyes started to shed tears
Tears of happiness that he find her
He cup her face n kiss her whole face.....give slight peck on her lips n he utter rubbing his nose on her nose
Sid :- chal meri jaan yaha se......m lene aaya hu
Shehnaaz push him n hold his wrist
She push him towards door n utter
Shehnaaz :- kahi nahi jaa rahi hu m
N she closed the door on his face
He was shock to react at first when she is pulling him towards door but the moment she lock the door he kick on it
Breaking it in anger
Shehnaaz get shocked
He grab her wrist n pull her outside.......
Shehnaaz :- aap hote kon hai mere faisle krne wale.....
I hate you sidharth leave me......chale jayen yahase
She shout where other girls witness madness of one husband for his wife which they'll never told to anyone coz obviously his gaurds are looking after this
Sidharth turned n utter dangerously looking in her eyes
Sid :- shhhh...shor Pasand nahi muze....sidhe tarah se chalo yahase....ek lafz aur nahi....meri biwi ho.... apne shauhar k sath hi rahogi tum samji....muze apna deewana bana k yun iss tarah bich raste tum hath nahi chod sakti mera..... sidharth Sikandar izzat nahi deta tumhe iss chiz ki......meri pehli aur akhiri mohabat ho tum shehnaaz aur tumhe mere sath rehna hi hai....aur koi Option nahi hai....m marna nahi chahta.... isliye muze tum chaiye mere kareeb....muze zinda rakhne k liye...samj aai baat biwi.....ab be a good girl.... bilkul shor nahi karna
He utter dangerously closer to her face
His red angry eyes made her entire being shiver
He act like psycho for minute....but she is familiar of this side of him
He again pull her outside n she started to sob
He suddenly stopped
N turn around
He was looking like sick but still handsome wearing that same blue shirt n pant which she chooses for him that day
From past three days he is wearing same clothes
He cup her face n made her look at him
Sid :- i am sorry......i really really sorry
i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry i am sorry....i am
He sob resting his forehead on her forehead
Both close there eyes
N here sidharth started to spit out what happened with him
He told everything to her ask apology for not being there with her at the time she bid final good bye to her mother
He fall down on his knees holding her hand he told her his helplessness about meher how he request her everything
Shehnaaz :- kaise yakeen karu ki ye nahi hoga dobara sidharth.....fir koi maqsad yad aayega fir koi shehnaaz tut k bikhar jayegi
Ammi k maut ki wajah apki ammi bani iss chiz ka gam nahi h jitna iss bat ka h ki jo mujse ishq krme ka daava krta hai wahi shaqs mere aasu pochne nahi tha...... taumar iss chiz k liye maaf nahi kr sakti m.....
Ek aurat sab seh legi ......lekin apna shauhar kisi k sath bat nahi sakti.....sautan bardasht kisi ladki ko nahi hai.....asal taklif tab hui jab dono ko ek hi bistar m dekha tab jana k rooh jalti h toh kaise lagta h....
Jayen yaha se koi maffi nahi h mere pass....aur haan muje divorce chaiye......nahi ban paungi ab aur apki biwi
She push his hands away he silently listening her lowering down his head
But the moment she started to walk inside he utter wiping his tears

Sid :- mera khuda janta h k kisi bhi ladki k sath mene koi rishta nahi banaya hai....m nahi janta tumhe iss chiz ka saboot kaise du...mene sirf tumse mohabat ki h aur akhiri saans tak sirf tumse hi karunga.....
Tum karo koshish mujse dur jane ki m utna hi tumhare kareeb aaunga.....ek din tumhe maafi deni hi hogi.....aur divorce uski sochna bhi mat qki iss janam m wo na mumkin h....
Shehnaaz step inside running n enter in her room door was broken but she use her comforter to hide from all questioning gazes
She knew him very well he'll not gonna leave her soon
His eyes speaks alot about him n its roaring that he'll not gonna leave or give up on there relationship
Sidharth literally lay on those stairs of hostel rubbing his tired face ....he kep his one hand under his head n one cover his eyes
When he said he is mad for her.....that was not a lie
All his gaurds look each other but they know there job they stand whole night securing him
She being again missing is scary feeling n he don't want to feel that death again so he choose to lay on floor instead of sitting in car leaving her there is beyond imagination
Shehnaaz decided to leave hostel in hue hours of morning she wake up around 5...she slept while crying so she is suffering from headache but still she somehow grab strength n takk with warden before leaving the gate
Her eyes fall on him who is laying on staircase....he is looking so innocent while sleeping
He slept after fucking whole three days.....the moment he saw her again his heart started to pound normally n here he get his peaceful sleep even on uncomfortable staircase
Her heart churned looking him like thus but she silently climb down beside him
One gaurd started to follow her but she stop n give him look
Gaurd :- he'll kill us ma'am plz co operate with us
Shehnaaz :- in anger
Agar piche aaye toh m jarur mar dungi
His head gaurd stopped other guard n let shehnaaz go from Hostel
Once she sit in her cab
His head gaurd send two gaurds behind her to follow her
Sidharth woke up after a while n first thing he ask keeping cigrate in between his lips

Sid :- where is she
Guard :- sent two men's behind ma'am they'll in from us
Sidharth nod n royally stretch his muscles n sit inside car following the route where she goes
That's from its started he is following her everywhere....those 3 days went like horrible n that's the reason he not for single second let her go away from his gaze
He follow her tried to convince her
His obsession for her force her more to push him away from her..... he'll loose himself completely if she died Infront of him....if she take her last breathe in his presence
He always find about her rental house keys n always enter at night in her room sleeping hugging her tightly
She literally get fed up change many houses....at one point her google stopped showing her nearby cheap rental places
He always follow her everywhere....his team is working properly for him in this matter they knows one mistake will snatch there lives
Sidharth ask asfiyan to offer her job.... creating fake advertisement in newspaper which only she received
She was the happiest when she crack the interview its her shauhar who made everything easy for her......its sidharth who literally ask asfiyan on gun point to look after her every basic....simpler to simplest need in office
He keep his spy near to her always who used to give her every update.....he really tried hard to manaofy his angry wife but shehnaaz have her own reasons to push him away
In between she somehow contact one lawyer n send notice about divorce to his office address
The moment he received that
He while finishing half bottle of alcohol reach court for hearing date before anyone arrived there its just shehnaaz n her lawyer was present before judge arrive
He literally throw glass full of water on that lawyer who dare to accept this case
He made shiver that lawyer's whole being with one look
Sid :- how many children's do you have....
Lawyer :- wiping his face
T..two
Sid :- hamara ek bhi nahi....u know what i fuck her every single second in my mind.... lekin actually practical krna hoga na muje meri biwi k sath tabhi hamare bhi do do bacche honge tumhari tarah.....toh agar talaakh le lunga toh bacche kaise kar paunga uske sath....think about this you fool
Listening him shehnaaz widen her eyes at furst but greet her teeths
Shehnaaz :- sidhhhhhaaarrrttthhh kya keh rahe hai aap....aur ye kya subha subha sharab pee rakhi hai apne
Sid :- tension stress bhi aapne subha subha hi diya hai sidharth ki jaan apne.....toh jaij hai k sharab bhi subha subha peeunga m....
Shehnaaz :- aap battamizi kr rahe hai
Sid :- tere sath sab kuch karunga kya kar legi
Shehnaaz :- divorce de dungi
She stand up in anger
Sid :- tu deke toh dek....sare lawyers gayab Kara dunga pure Lucknow se rato rat.... challenge mat kr biwi m pehle hi bahot gusse m hu
Shehnaaz :- toh rahiye gussa....lekin muze maaf kijiye....chodiye picha mera....
Sid :- slap thar lawyer
Bol na ab kuch chutiye....mita hamari ladai....ya bas karwani aati hai tuze
Lawyer angrily look towards shehnaaz
Lawyer :- apne kaha tha sidharth Sikandar nam h apke shauhar ka....ye toh sidharth khan h...zuthi h aap
That lawyer weep like kid
N shehnaaz hold her forehead literally listening him
N sidharth cutely smile enjoying her annoyed face
Sid :- sun bey suwar.... apni puri wakalat ki biradari m bata de k koi case nahi lega sidharth aur shehnaaz ko alag krne ka.....warna biwiyan beva hogi tum logon ki.....bacche yatim khane m jayenge...ab nikal yahase
N shehnaaz stamp her foot in anger n started to walk from there n sidharth like majnu follow her steps n tease her throughout the way she reach her 4th new Rental home
Its his house....his Ammi's house....sitara sikandar's house
He always get emotional whenever he saw his biwi is looking after his Ammi's place she really made that bricks apartment a living house same like his mother
He fallen in love with her again n again whenever he saw her cleaning cooking getting ready sleeping in that house....he thanks his Allah for uniting them in his parents house only....they got intimate there for the first time which is more more special for him coz that house hold many emotions in his heart
By the time his love for her n obsession just get increased n surpassed all the limits he hide his own parents stuff in outhouse to not get caught by his wife about this house
He never thought he'll keep anyone before his parents but he did for her.....
When he said she is his jaan....he was not lieing
N that's what he behave like Romeo around her till date
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Car's screeching sound roar Infront of fariha mehel taking out them both from there memory lane.... finishing parts from there past...
Both look at each other holding pure love in their eyes
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